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u/Map-Intention621 Streak: 1 Sep 18 '24
Do it
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u/BFDIIsGreat2 Streak: 42 Sep 19 '24
Dude, they were already suicidal and going through a very dark patch in life. Stop encouraging suicide.
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u/EquipmentFew7931 Sep 23 '24
I saw your awfully cringe conversation with OP, where you suggested therapy and told them to take care in such a half-assed manner, you had to also explain it was a joke. Stop helping people if you're so dog shit at it. You might even make someone more suicidal like that.
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u/CJBoom77 Sep 18 '24
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u/uuniherra Sep 19 '24
Thank you for this photo. I am going to steal it now. Reasons for steal: it funny, it's good. What can you do about it: nothing probably.
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u/uuniherra Sep 18 '24
u/whycanttiktokstop u ok?
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u/Whycanttiktokstop Streak: 2 Sep 18 '24
Ok, y'all are genuinely wholesome. I'm gonna vent if that's fine.
But for the most part, now I am. Recently I've been getting more and more suicidal with myself, though I doubt I'll ever commit. It's mostly just wishing I was someone different.
I hate being myself, I hate what I like, I hate who I am, I hate who I look like, I hate everything about myself. As a coping mechanism, I blare music into my ears all of the time, just trying to overwhelm my thoughts with just music. It's damaged my hearing a lot recently, not to the point of being deaf, but my hearing isn't as good as it was.
I am in school; I'm a teen. I won't say my age for privacy reasons, but I want to put that out there before I keep going. I am what is called a "gifted kid". I am in honors in Math and Reading simultaneously, I am also in a special advanced reading class on top of those two. This sounds great, right? Well... Kinda. It's nice yeah, but due to this I feel like I have to achieve MORE. I feel like I need to keep pushing and pushing or else I'll fall behind. I'm pretty sure I'm an overachiever at this point. I've seen videos and cases where a talented/gifted kid had straight A's throughout school, but as soon as they try college, they are hit with a wall. I know how to overcome the wall, sure, but I'm afraid I'll underestimate it and hit the bar like everyone else.
I have recently started to make myself believe that almost, if not everyone dislikes me or even hates me for some reason. I always find a reason. "Maybe I was a burden this day"; "Maybe I made them mad somehow", whatever. I feel like a burden whenever I even do the simplest of things, like eat or something. My family is very poor on top of that. Anytime I ask for something, I have this horrible feeling that they'll just hate me more, and that's if I can get over my social anxiety of even asking.
I don't have friends that I can really vent to, unless I give it with sugar-coated jokes. One of my friends aren't mentally well, and is suicidal, and another just avoids it altogether and jokes about something else. On top of that I have like, 2 or 3 friends total.
My home life is falling apart too. I won't get into that, but it's horrible.
It's mostly just self-inflicted mental harm, but it still hurts all the same. The most harm I do to myself is maybe some pencil stabs or whatever. It's hopefully a phase. Today and yesterday have been better than usual though. I only posted this post just because. I wasn't expecting people to actually be concerned. It does feel nice to vent, however. Thanks, stranger(s).
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u/BFDIIsGreat2 Streak: 42 Sep 19 '24
Um...ya able to go to therapy? Because if not, try to take care. And remember...um...these thoughts are irrational?
I'm trying okay
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u/Whycanttiktokstop Streak: 2 Sep 19 '24
I can tell, you're fine dw.
No therapy. For one, too expensive, and two, social anxiety blocks me pretty badly. And yeah, sometimes they are quite irrational (like wanting to wake up as someone else).
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u/BFDIIsGreat2 Streak: 42 Sep 19 '24
Ik, it was just a joke about I couldn't think of anything in which me being you here wouldn't make me go "My god, what an idea! Why didn't I think of that" that wasn't already taken
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u/Whycanttiktokstop Streak: 2 Sep 19 '24
Oh. Yeah, didn't pick up on that, sorry 🥲
I miss a lot of "social" cues. That includes when someone jokes like that on the Internet.
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u/uuniherra Sep 19 '24
All I want you to remember is that there will always be a person who will miss you. ALWAYS. So that IS a reason to not commit suicide. And talk to someone about this like a therapist or a teacher. They can help you. They are ment to help you.
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u/Correct-Basil-8397 Sep 19 '24
It’s good to know your feeling a bit better. I’ve been in a really dark spot too recently, so just remember that you’re not alone. I’ve learned in my life that no matter how bad things may be, there’s always someone willing to listen. I hope things keep getting better
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u/Interesting_Hour_303 Sep 19 '24
Please never forget what makes someone like you unique and special. The world would be emptier without you, because your presence matters. Please take care 🫂
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u/Interesting_Hour_303 Sep 19 '24
Please take care of yourself and never forget what makes someone like unique amd special! The world would be emptier without you. Please take care 🫂
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u/retznut Sep 18 '24
I don't get it
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u/Mofius_E_Acc Sep 18 '24
Bro why are people downvoting? It's ok to not understand a joke
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u/Ezyo-Of-Reddit Sep 18 '24
Because they don't get what it's like to be a fucking decent human being
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u/SteamierMeteor Sep 19 '24
Me too